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What I can never say

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Call me old fashion for doing the things I do,
Call me a fool for believing in what I think, 
And call me crazy for wanting a fairy tale life.

For all these things, I'm sorry.
They've lead me to do things I've done.
I don't care if you think I'm a creep or...
Well, actually I do, a lot in reality.
......
Truth is, I still care.
Honestly, I see no point in doing so but I can't help it. 
To see you laughing and well, it makes my day that much brighter.

Here, behind a mask, I say my apologies..
I never have the courage to do it to your face.

Well, this is the end of my thoughts;
And possibly the end of my existence to you.

I'll be ready, no, I will accept it when that time comes…
Seeing how this is the only thing left...
For a while I've had this at the back of my head. I've been going through a lot of self conflict and this was the only way I can express it. 
I know it's a suckish poem but I just wanted to get it out. Hopefully it uhm, sounds nice? (despite it being so saddening)

That's it for now! You'll be seeing more poems from me in the near future! :D
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LoidNerdy101's avatar
And so, the chain of depressing 2014 days continues.